Did anyone else majorly mess up when Bitcoin got down to 8k a couple years ago?

I kick myself nearly everyday for this and want to see if I’m the only one. When Bitcoin dropped like a rock sometime during the pandemic and hit 8k I decided to purchase 3/4 of a coin. I figured it would make for a good investment and could pay off at least a little bit in the future.

Well during this time I was also heavily struggling with substance abuse and being locked in at home only made that easier to justify. I’m sure you can see where this is going. Before Bitcoin even rose back to 10k I had spent all but $500 worth of my Bitcoin on substances.

Nearly everyday I think about how mad I am at myself for doing this. If I had only chosen to get sober sooner I would’ve still had that coin when it was in the 60k range and could’ve used it for so much more. Am I the only one who fucked up this hard over something so fucking lame?

Just as a side note, I didn’t list the date ranges because I genuinely can’t remember the date ranges, it was a hazy time so forgive the minor missing info.