I could have bought bitcoin in 2013 and I regret BIG TIME

I still have the mtgox account creation e-mail dated 12 feb 2013, I wanted to buy bitcoin and transfer them to my bitcoin core wallet that was taking 60-80gb of hard drive space.

But the website looked like a piracy website to me so I didn't trust it I thought my money would be gone.

My only other option was to buy some second life videogame currency and convert them to bitcoin? But again the website looked like a 90's notepad written HTML page and it was 2013, so I thought it was a scam too.

Looking back not transferring funds to mtgox was a wise choice, but I regret abandoning afterwards and not looking harder for ways to buy bitcoin.

I really wanted bitcoin just to have an amount in my core wallet lol. I think I would have sold 50% in 2017 when it was at 10'000$ as I had already told myself back then if I was ever going to get bitcoins: "I aint selling or using any of this unless it reaches 10'000$ and I will ALWAYS keep a stash."

My life would be significantly different now though if I had kept my treasure hunt going. Big regret that I think of everyday..