I'm tired of loosing money

Hi, I'm 21 and I'm student of engineering.

The first time I read about cryptocurrency was like 2.5 years ago, at the beginning I thought (like everyone) I could make some good money and more time I was spending looking at the charts more I was excited. However, after a year, I wasn't satisfied of the results of my investments so I just changed every coin with USDT and I started studying by myself how leverage trading worked. Despite the fact that I feel more confident every trade I do I just keep losing my fucking money. The number of profitable trades done is too low with respect to losses. Since I understood that all the markets are being fucking manipulated by whales I firstly tried to follow the waves, I thought I obtained enough knowledge to exploit their movements, however the daily charts are unpredictable and most of my positions were sold in losses. They know how to manipulate your emotions, how to introduce fear in your body and you can do nothing to avoid it. When you perceive this feeling you understand how the Crypto environment it's crazy. Or maybe I'm just overthinking about it.

At the moment I've lost like 80% of the budget I put in the wallets and I'm thinking crypto trading is not worth it. I think that if I just used those money to enjoy my life I was surely happier, it was just a fucking waste of time and money.

I just want to quit, find a real job and live my life.

I want to know if there is someone else in my situation