Scammed for $1200 in ETH, don't be me.

So, last year I started mining for the first time. I ended up getting around $1200 dollars worth of ETH, ETH which I planned to use for my fiancee and my wedding. Etherium that I will now.. never get back.

I fell for a simple bot scam where I transferred out of my wallet. I'm too embarrassed to actually say how. I.. can't. (I ended up adding this in the comments) Just, don't be me. Don't be an idiot.

I'm writing this as a method to help myself cope. It's cathartic, but I don't know what else to do at the moment. This is probably one of the worst feelings I've ever experienced.

Edit: I'd also like to add this isn't meant to be a pitty post. I can't actually explain how I feel currently outside of them term "numb". I think I'm trying to rationalize it more so with writing this out.

Edit 2: Thank you to some very kind folks. I'm going to "double" down and get a part-time weekend job to pay this back to myself. Deserve it. But that's my way of making this a true lesson, with a good result in the end.