What if we don't have Microstrategy?

I see that Microstrategy is relentlessly buying bitcoin just like some of the true bitcoiners like us. They are still under water I think with average price above $30k.

I wonder what if Microstrategy didn't buy bitcoin, what price would we be at? It is kind of scary and lonely to realize that there are very very very few people who truly understand the value and significance of bitcoin. Sometimes I even have some doubt that am I wrong on bitcoin? Will bitcoin ever be broadly adopted or just wither away? For people who put significant percentage of the net worth in it, it is a bit scary actually.